Monday, December 28, 2009
{ 03:33 }
be my bff?
{ 02:47 }
im digging this song so bad ryte now!!!and i dig 'i swear this time i mean it' too!!!its fr my baby.maybe gnna find guitar chords to serenade her or smthing like dat.hope she loves it!!!but maybe she wont.idk.kinda cockup my voice nowadays.anywaes,this few weeks,its been fun hanging with my besty and her sibs.fav dem ryte now!!(:im actually otp with besty,pestering me to update this junk.so i did.erm,let the pics speak?ahha!!wadever.ohoh!!we totally bitch abt sec schl days today.dat was smthing.-.- a new yr is coming,n i hope me n besty will be still be as happy as we can be.i tink im gnna ask her smthing important by tonyte.idk wads her ans gnna be.cos shes tired and sounds so draggy ryte now.but ohwells ohwells,i still miss her bad.if i can,wich i would,i wanna see her now.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
{ 23:08 }
i see our story unfold on the screen.
close ur eyes and press rewind,stop where u wish u want us to be.
open up ur eyes and tell me you hate me.
ill smile.
so pls,hold my hand,hold me close and whisper dose 3words.
dont see thru me like im invisible,cos we can be incredible togethr.
dont hurt me with ur silence,walking away frm us is gnna kill me.
if ure gnna do dat,kill me fast.
im gonna give you the world in ur tiny hands.
im gnna make ur walk so safe,its like ure walking on fine sand.
im gnna hold you close and say all dat my heart says jus so dat u'll stay.
im not gnna let you go.
xoxo
Monday, November 2, 2009
{ 22:29 }
i guess ive not given u enough.im trying to change.but smoking,i know u hate girls smoking.i know dat,but im quitting with e help of my besty.n u tink all wrong of her.u say u kip it all in,havent i too?y cnt u talk abt it n not presume dat shes bad jus frm e outside.shes more den dat.more den wad ive been looking fr.i dnt wan u to judge pls.i know ive fail u so many fuckup tymes,i know.im trying to change.its not easy u know.wit all dis new and old tinks gg around,its hard fr me to focus.
i feel fuckup.
i feel like i fail life.
wad more,i fail you mother.
i even feel i fail you,zahida
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
{ 00:16 }
this is endless.all words gone down e drain.imissyousomuch.i try to respect u as much as i can.but i jus cnt get enough of u.what hurts the most,is wen all u say has nth to do with all of it.like it use to.idk,maybe im jus blabbering nonsense.idk.
maybe,im jus living all dis jus cos i wanto.but deres smthing in me dats jus not in place.idk.idk wad it is.im finding it truely.but i jus cant find it.not even a clue of it.idk where im heading.but i need u here with me.im missing you.im worried abt u.ure out dere,all alone maybe,wad if smthing happens.idk.ure not replying my mesgs.dnt make me worry will u.y dnt u listen to me?anymore.idk.
im crying.
here comes the pain.
im holding you in my arms.
my heart beating fast cos i feel you close.
stay like this,stay with me.
pls
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
{ 23:03 }
i see you walking towards me frm afar,usually dere would be a smile on ur face frm e tyme ur eyes sees me.the darkness covers ur footsteps behind.you look at me with tears all scaring ur soft skin.ur lips are trembling,wanting to say smthing.ur fist is clench cold,i open it forcefully,it fell to the ground jus as i gt a glimpse of it.i hug you tight frm leaving.i could hear you say iloveyou frm yesterday.here comes goodbye.
Friday, October 16, 2009
{ 23:07 }
looking at u,it makes me smile in peace.make my world turns slowly with jus u and me.thru all dat obstacles dat we face,we face it together.nvr was dere a sec dat u tot of letting go of my hand.u held on tyte to me,cos i know u love me more den all dose words dat u say.i feel dat ive fallen too deep into ur love.i wont change,i dnt want u to leave me ever.
ku takkan berubah,ku tk ingin ko pergi slamanya.
ku kan setia menjagamu,bersama dirimu.
samopai nanti akan slalu bersamamu.
iloveyou baby.
be my bff?
